interviews

I never wanted to use this as a platform to vent .. but after 1 wine - resistance is fading.

Interview number 2 was completed last week in this latest 'adventure' or operation 'find me a new job'.. and again by being me it appears that I've inadvertedly 'threatened' the other staff in the company - this time - the office manager who thinks i would be after her job becuase i have a number of skills that she doesn't have and that my previous experience was quite extensive ... again it appears that my previous job is 'still' making my life hell from 'beyond the grave' so to speak ...

So what's the answer? Dye my hair blonde as a friend suggests and act like an idiot in the interview? I just don't think i can do that .. but I'm so very gutted by this latest rejection ... I know better to be over qualified than underqualified - but I'm still so upset by another staff member viewing me as a potential threat.

All I'm after is to work for a company that will actually 'support' their staff and reward hard work .. seems like a bit of a heavy ask in hindsight. I wouldn't be so upset if I hadn't felt that the interview went well and that I impressed the directors (is that me being a bit conceited?) and that I actually would have enjoyed the position .. I'm so annoyed right now and upset - I'm struggling not to send out the negative vibes to the universe that the successful person crashes and burns ... I know that's not the attitude of a positive person - but I'm just so upset and angry .. angry goddammit that such a seemingly positive interview could result in a less than optimal outcome.

Back to my glass of wine and review the new outcomes - the recruitment agent has sent through the next job details - again i'm not too sure of this position - but I guess I need to approach it with a clear head and a positive attitude ...

Where's that wine bottle?